IM SO FUCKING DEPRESSED!!!!
I’m so dead inside …
Wtf!! Fuck you all!!!!!
Ugh
Yawn
Wondering….
How do you tell someone you don’t want to be with them no more but that you still love them?
“Stupid fucking hard headed dick head”
WOW!
The irony of cutting.
It is so strange how many different feelings cutting can bring.
I cut to punish - I feel less guilt.
I cut to control - I feel less helpless.
I cut to feel - I feel less numb.
I cut to externalise - I feel physical pain.
But then after all of that, the best part is the cleaning up and dressing of my weeping wounds. I do it so tenderly, so carefully, and it suddenly feels like somebody actually cares about how much pain I’m in - even if it is just me.
I can do anything … I DONT NEED YOU, been expecting and relying too much on you but I really don’t need you
